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Insignificant Feelings.

In Days Passing Like Breeze. on May 6, 2011 at 11:45 PM

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Wasting time seems like the best thing I know how to do.
Today, I feel nonsense. I feel rubbish. I feel…like crap.
When I close my eyes, I think of people I shouldn’t think.
When my phone rings, I silently prayed for the text to be yours.
When I lay my work infront of me, I can’t focus.
When I think of you, I wonder if I am important.

I am truly starting to think if I had ever done anything in my life that I love.
I am starting to ponder about what’s ahead of me.
I do a lot of thinking so much so I don’t know how not to think.

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Somehow, nothing keeps me going.
I forgot how it feels like to live MY life.
Then I thought about the number of times hurt comes crashing on me.
I feel so afraid.
I don’t dare to give, I don’t dare to love.
I keep everything to myself so I worry less.

I really want to do something that I really like.
I really do.

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Clara.

Been Awhile.

In Days Passing Like Breeze. on May 2, 2011 at 12:15 PM

It’s really been awhile since I posted.
JC life has been hectic but Im glad I managed to find some joy out of it.
These days have been a whole lot of learning and understanding and crossing fingers.
As usual, there are days when Im totally hyped up and there are days I just feel like dying(OH GOSH).
But well, where’s the fun if everyday is a Sunday? (hahaha, quoted from coach.)

Some recent updates.
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Movies with JC friends.

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School Talentime with awesome people. 😉

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Meet crazy girl. 😉

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And not forgetting my best girls. ❤
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Life has been like this these days, a lot of laughing and thinking.
I wouldn’t say I like it totally, but at least I get something new out of it everytime.

Clara.